Thursday, May 18, 2006

What I am, section 2(#21)

I am what one would call negative. At least thats what everyone tells me. Well i know thats bullshit, im a very positive person. But that positive person in me is using negativity as a mask, as a disguise..But for what? Many people are very negative and use a "happy", "positive" mask as their disguise when in actuality they are very unstable people. They use this positive, happy mask to cover up weakness, ego, want, pain, ignorance, etc.

These people go at great lengths to try and understand these things or try and solve the problems that they cannot understand. But in doing so many of these happy people do what one could call negative, bad, wrong, etc., to get happiness, to understand, to achieve a sense of identity or intelligence.

Ive had it done to me before in the past. Thats how ive learned about it. Ive gotten picked on in the past and ive had it used against me.

I started noticing it more and more, the ignorance flowing through our society. I started noticing it so much through-out my everyday life and realized that taking the direct front and trying to win ignorance over does not work, not in our world, not in our society, not in on humanity.

The approach I take is the means of getting what one would call "good" by underhandedly being disguised as one of them, learning how they are and striking so discreetly, so covertly, they will never know. At the same time I must openly show the world what it is, how its acting and why; I cannot forcefully impose reality, people must accept it, people must choose it. Ergo its choice, their choice to see reality and learn to see the truth; than to believe false beliefs and lies to an existance that truly exists.

I can only hope a few people understand and stand up with reality.

This world is falling apart through so much that i cannot explain in this blog now, and much of our worlds balance is broken throught the means of technology, massive amounts of people and ignorance.

Ignorance is the ultimate enemy. Ignorance is the balance.

Ignorance is the balance factor, it has always been there; even since the begginning of man. However, ever since ignorance has been forewarded with technology and more people, the balance in our world is unstable, and our world will definitly not survive if balance does not get restored.

In order to keep this balance there must be an unbalancer to keep that. If we cant rid of technology and people. Then we must rid of ignorance, we must stop believing false realities and lies. Someone must stand up against ignorance. Someone must show the world how it is. And hope someone will keep balance after I cannot.

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Blogger Hershal said...

Disguising as a pessimist is not a great tool.

There is something called power of spoken words and it is very effective. Power of dreaming is also very effective.

Seeing a glass half empty/full doesn't just categorize the viewer but it also determines the kind of world he is expecting in the future.

If you are positive from inside, be the same guy on the outer side too. Else you will be a pomfret/salmon(whtever u like) in a hypocritic net.

Through whatever little conversations we had, if you have little trust in me, just talk to yourself in solitude about what your dreams are and how much do they matter to you. If there is beauty in it, if it has fascination and if u find yourself lusting for the dream's realisation, there is no one who can stop you from living that dream.

Ofcourse, please keep stupidity out of your dreams. Don't dream about having your next date on mars. But if u want to dream to be a world class tennis player by next year - even if u don't know how to hold a racquet - this dream can take you to your destination.

Dream to reach to the stars.......u'll end up touching atleast the moon!

August 27, 2006  
Blogger Hershal said...

The will inside your body should drive you to do amazing/powerfull things, and make you exceed to to have different/weird abilities normal people dont seem to posses. Inevitably people may call you weird or other oddities, but in the end result youve just become something entirely different from them, in a better more positive note.

I remember Richard Bach's MESSIAH. There is this village of fishes - all of which cling to rocks and weeds to save themselves from getting dragged along with the flow of river.

One of the fishes is tired of being stuck at the same place all the time and leaves the weed. It bounces on the rocks, gets thrashed with the corals but then eventually is lifted high by the flowing water. And when it passes over some other, similar fish-village, its called a MESSIAH.

People cling to the things tried and told to them by older generation. And when someone refuses to live by the same game-rules and plays his life himself, he's called a miracle or probably an alien these days.

August 27, 2006  

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