Tuesday, May 09, 2006

What I Am... (#20)

I decided to post this blog since very few people actually look at my blogs, or even with positive outlooks, im going to post this with hope of actually acomplishing something, or maybe nothing.

What I am...

My Major Goal in life is to help the world better understand itself, to show the world reality as it is, not as the world wants to see it, and to restore and keep balance within our society living on a planet that we call earth...

I am very compassionate and have an uncommon empathy towards everything.
I value truth and intelligence and i try to figure out the truths behind what everyone actually does and why, and what REALITY is, not what people want to see it as.

Ive tried explaining this in words, but it seems hopeless, actions speak louder than words. Ive tried speaking my mind and telling people the reality of this world and what can happen if no one does anything about it, but of course it doesnt matter, because no one admits its the truth, no one sees it, especially till its too late.

As much as i try to inform others about reality, people shut me out, dont care, deny what im saying as true, dont want to worry about it (basically denial and rationaliization). Which ultimately is the main source fueling the problem.

Ignorance is the ultimate enemy. Fear you'd think would be the enemy also...But in reality ignorance is the ultimate enemy.

You always Fear what you dont understand, so essentially fear is ONE MAIN souce of the problem, but if you can learn to confront your fears and face the truth, you'd learn that it isnt the fear, its the misunderstanding, its not facing reality, that ultimately causes the fear. Ignorance....

My goal as i stated is to show people reality and have this world better understand itself through being confronted with the Truth. Many people will deny it as reality, some wont. Im counting on the ones who will learn to accept reality, accept to the world as it is to step up and help keep balance.

I am a teenager and many teenagers say i shouldnt train and worry about what i worry about and focus on what i focus about. I should live like every other normal teenagers and have fun and be happy by doing things i think are enjoyable. I should enjoy relationships and just be a teenager and not worry about the adult world and horrible problems adult face when i get a job and enter the "real" world.

Well the fact of the matter is, most teenagers say this and they also say this to me (in fact I havent heard any teenager I know say this, except one of my friends)....Its not an obligation, its a choice. But what many PEOPLE, not just teenagers fail to see, that with more people in our growing world, more problems will be developed and accelerated to the worst predicaments known to man. Most people say that these can be resolved, but you cant resolve them unless you see reality, Unless ignorance is eliminated. And many people dont even come close to figuring out reality before its too late and you cant do anything about the problem.

And it starts with teenagers..you grow up and still have your teenager thoughts, your underdeveloped mind, and in throughout the phase of trying to learn who you are through experimentation, you actually learn yes...But still have the same ficticious idealogies of what you always thought (superstitions, religion, and disinformation) were reality because you were so busy worrying about the problems you had during realtionships, trying to understand who you are, and getting along with a "crowd"; you never actually developed the part of the brain that uses logic and sees reality...

No one wants to step up to accept reality, or their too ignorant to understand, or fear is holding them back. This is the fuel of the problems..

Im going to sacrifice what everyone else desires and wants in life, (happiness and love) in order to save the things other want, and the things i wish i could have. But in order to make sure those things stay balanced and love and happiness still exists, someone needs to stand up to our growing world.

That is what i am...I am an amassed understanding, empathetic, compassionate person that wishes the same things everyone else does. And many people say they are, but i have my thoughts and they have theirs ( thats another whole blog in itself).

But if everyone says that someone else can worry about the problems we all face and fix the problem for themselfs, no one ever will. They wil grow and become disastrous beyond what anyone sees now.

Thats where I come in.

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hi!

Wow this is amazing.

I've read some of your posts and i think its very good that you're expressing yourself. Hm what can i say? I'm pretty much in a similar situation as you, growing out of teenage years and thinking about all these existentialist and thoughts about self-actualisation.

Never really thought id find somebody thinking this much along these lines (most of other my young adult friends are just "whatever" or take life for what it is, which is good in their own way too).

Buh yeah anyways originally stumbled upon here after searching up the quote 'training is nothing, will is everything'

I would recommend you read some books such as Eckhart Tolle, Ayn Rand, and anything from RealSocialDynamics (RSD) because they really sharpen the mindset that's in your posts.

But the things you talk about: positivity, will to action, importance on self-development and the individual, are all pretty cool ideas to hold on and think about anyways.

Keep it cool,
Jax.

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